Have you lost a child? I have and I know the type of hell you are living through. People say that time heals all wounds, but not this wound. Your precious child, no matter what age, was and always will be a part of your body and soul.
Someone asked me recently if I thought I was an expert at child loss grief and I said yes, I most certainly am. Why do you think that, and it wasn’t asked in sarcasm, it was asked in curiosity. My answer was “because I have lived it.” God seems to have given me a special gift. That gift is helping others who have lost a child to find peace and a need to learn how to live with that grief. I can help you if you give me the chance.